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The following is a series
of collected essays by
Bernard W. Bail, M.D.
MOTHERS SIGNATURE
© Copyright 2001
 
1990 - Documentary Tape: History of Object Relations in Los Angeles (Can be ordered by direct request to: bbail@sbcglobal.net)
1991 - Book: Freud-Klein Controversies 1973-1977  (Can be ordered by direct request to: bbail@sbcglobal.net)
On Spirituality
2012
A Moment in Time
2011
One Two Three
2011
The Challenge of Change
2011
On the Wrong Track
2011
The Internal Saboteur - The Spine of Civilization
2011
Revelations
2011
A Proposal
2011
Coming Unglued
2011
First the Bad News
2011
The Road to Dystopia
2011
The Internal Sabeteur - The Spine of Civilization
2010
Dead in the Water
2010
The Long Hello
2010
The Longest Ongoing Story in the History of the World
2010
CODA
2010
The Big White-Out
2010
The Annunciation
2010
Suffering the Truth
2010
Who Am I?
2010
The Cat's Meow
2010
The Great Unwinding
2010
I Don't Need You, Mommy
2010
Discernment and Motherhood
2010

The Prescience of Old Age - Wordsworth Remembered
2010

On Wild Surmise...
2010
An Astonishing Revelation - Charles Cohen
2010
The Consequence of Union Upon Reunion
2010
The Molecules of Love - or Not
2010
Remembrance of Things Past
2010
The Prayer and the Gift
2010
The Awakening
2010
The Old Man Again and an Inquiry into the Theory of Everything (String Theory)
2009
Further Considerations
2009
Unloveable
2009
The Awful Truth and the Freedom it Brings
2009
Certainly Past the Middle or Near Rather than Farther
2009
The Betrayal
2009
The Psychoanalytic Foundation of Politics
2009
Evolution - The Polarity Question - and Chiefdom
2009
The Long Road Home
2009
Soliloquy on Passion, Sex, Love
and its Negative
2009
Venice Beach
2009
And Now Love
2009
Risk the Ocean
2009
Tear Down the House
2009
Masters, Slaves and Imprints
2009
Roundabout
2008
Reflections on the Global Financial Crisis
2008
Where God is
2008
The Prodigal Son
2008
Lifeline
2008
Applesauce
2008
The Untold Want
2008
Dark Matter, the Unconscious and the Divine
2008
Mankind: For Whom The Truth Tolls
2008
Broken Civilization
2007
Making a Difference
2007
The Mysterious Leap from the Mind to the Body
2007

Pavor Nocturnus or Night Terrors Revisted
2006

The More Things Change
2006

The Mother’s Signature: “The Silent Struggle”
2006
Why Dr. Dombrowski Doesn’t have a Life
2005
“Living” In Two Realities Sequel to
“ Why Dr. Dombrowski Doesn’t have a Life”
2005
On Social Justice
2005
The Hum of the Universe 2004
The Very First Lie
2003
Toward a Unitary Theory of Body and Mind
2002
Addendum to a Unitary Theory of Body and Mind 2002
The Universe is a Graveyard
2002
All Things in Heaven
2002
Psychoanalysis and the Fisher King
2001
Wounded Infants of Time 2001
A Call to a Feminine Paradigm
2001
When Bion Left Los Angeles
1999
The Brazilian Paper
1979
To Practice One’s Art
1977
Who Will Talk To The Crocodile
1975
 

WOUNDED INFANTS OF TIME

by Bernard W. Bail, M.D.

     I have said that there is no such thing as adult analysis, a statement often met with great surprise. Yet all an analyst can do is look at and undo the impact of early trauma dealt to the infant when his mind was shattered. And all of our minds are shattered—before birth or shortly after—by the projection of the unwanted and unconscious content of the mother’s mind.

           It is this missile that enters the fragile mind of the infant and tears it apart. The infant is caught off guard, and does not even have recourse to language to express the effect of this violent attack. In time the infant understands that it must gather all this trauma--as well as the knowledge that it is the mother herself responsible for it, the one on whom he depends for his life--and put it aside. It is the only way for the infant to survive.

           So when analysts talk or write about certain character structures or anyone’s character in the course of the work of analysis, it is to this state that the reference is made. In the course of any analysis the work is arduous to get to this point.  It will take years, and every inch of ground is fought over.  Think of any war—think Vietnam, think Afghanistan—in which the contest is grim and determined, and the stakes are life itself.

           No matter how educated you are as an analyst, how learned or intelligent or dignified, the patient will fight with unrelentingfury to defeat you and he always has the means with which to do it, even if he agrees with you and sees the rationale of your plan.

           He can leave the work, and thus he can win. But in terms of there being a transformation of his essential self, he will have lost. Frankly, he will have to lose in order for there to be a transformation.

           Analysis is fundamentally about change: not change in intellectual content, but change in the emotional body. And such change cannot come about without getting access to and then facing this early catastrophe—taking it piece by piece and knitting it into a healthy entity called the useful mind.

           What does this trauma look like? What does this early infantile trauma look like? It looks like shock, fear, and terror; it looks like bafflement, horror, like insecurity, disbelief, paranoia, paralysis, numbness, and rage; it is impotence and anguish and the deepest sorrow, and it feels like wishing to die.

           We are all now living and experiencing what we as infants experienced in some measure and developed antidotes to in some measure, and we have lived with these defensive maneuvers undetected, especially when they fall within the range of what is considered normal.

           So when bin Laden says he’ll make us feel what the Arab world (and he can say the Asian world and the African world) has been feeling all this time, what he’s saying is true.

           Shall we consider him a terrorist or a “wild psychoanalyst” who made a remarkable interpretation before the western world, now the patient, was ready for it?

           For underneath it all—black skin, yellow skin, brown skin, or white—we are all the wounded infants of time. 

Copyright © Bernard W. Bail, M.D. 2005
October 20, 2001
(WB2005